Please pray 4 me!

As some of you may know, I'm graduating this May (yeah, finally!). I'm so excited about it, but also a bit worried and frustrated, because I still not sure what I want to do and where I want to go (stay in Van or back to HK) after graduation. I'm afraid that I would be a "double loss" (雙失), literally means, you have neither school nor job. I feel like in the middle of nowhere...if I want to work in the field of psychology, I need to obtain at least a master's degree. But the thing is, I don't even know whether I'm really interested in psychology. What should I do?

Another thing is, I always want to breakthrough and change myself to be the ideal self that I want to be. However, I find that this is easier said than done, and it's not easy at all to take the first step. You know, I'm the kind of person who only do things that I'm 100% certain, thus, I dare not to take risks and challenges. On one hand, I really want to change, but on the other hand, I dare not to take risks...sounds a bit contradictory here. What could I do?

This year, I may face a number of changes:
-Graduate
-Move out
-Get a car
-Get a job/start a new program

Please remember me in your prayers!

Thanks,
Ruth